pagi tadi. skitar jam 3 an .. gw bangun. ngos"an. nangis. gemeteran. tangan gw ngegenggam plastik kecil yang ntah dari kapan dah gw genggam cz thu plastik anget.
n satu feeling gw saat itu cuma atu : sedih
gw inget" mimpi gw yang bikin bangun itu. jelas bgt. gw ktakutan, n sedih. sekarang pun masih gw rasain.
" ... gw punya pacar baru ...
... gw lagi curhat sama ovi d rumah. ada ovi d rumah ...
... tiba" dr *** dateng. marah. MARAH bgt. (agak tinggian dy d mimpi gw)
... ngebanting apapun yang ada d hadapannya. ngehancurin apapun yang ada d depannya ...
... mw pukul gw ... mw bunuh gw ...
... gw nagis, ketakutan d balik punggung ovi ...
... takut stengah mati ...
... tiba" ada mamma keluar, mw nenangin dy ... "
gw kebangun.
..... T.T .....
emangnya bakal gitu kah? kalo ntar punya pacar lagi??
gw. sedih. karena. dy. masih. ngebuat. gw. takut.
ga-seharusnya-begitu-kan????
Wednesday, April 29, 2009
Wednesday, April 22, 2009
hari ini .220409.
hampir penghujung april yah? in case, ini bulan favorit gw. tapi .. ternyata bulan ini terlewati gitu aja.
tapi, ... gw masih :
- kangen mamma. senyumnya, sekaliiiii aja .. makin hari, makin sedih gw tiap liat matanya. gw salah. iya gw salah. tapi, ... gw juga berusaha penuh tanggung jawab kok. jadi knapa? gw jadi anak kos c?
- belom siap. makanya, ... gw heran sendiri, ternyata emang boys-addict. gw mau, fokus. ternyata emang bahaya buat gw. sialan, gw parah n payah banget!
- kmaren gw denger dokter *** makin kurus. gimana ya kabar dy? gw masih ... n selalu ngrasa salah yang parah banget kalo tau dy idupnya jadi berantakan gara" gw. justru gw malah lebih seneng kalo dy idup seneng (yaiyala!!) dgn ngata"in gw, ngebenci gw, atau apa pun, gw ikhlas. asalkan jangan idup dirundung kesedihan gitu. soalnya, gw maknnya masi normal aja, mum sama dy rada susah makan ... jadi kurus. n gw juga ngejalani idup senormal mungkin! bukannya gw ga mw mikirin masa lalu. (of corz masi slalu kpikiran! dosa" gw, salah gw, keegoisan gw, semuanya. tiap gw sendirian, gw berfikir ttg itu) ... akhirnya gw sampe d taraf -> gw ga mw curhat lagi sama orang. nggak dulu. gw belom ngerasa berhak n pantes buat memulai masalah lagi.
emang iya dulu, temen" gw minta gw ga mikirin dr ***, karena kesusahan yang ada d dy toh juga salah dy juga. misal skarang dy ga ada temen, itu bukan salah gw. misal dy sedih terus SKARANG, itu juga bukan salah gw, tapi tentu aja gw ga bisa 100% ga mikirin dy. karena permulaan susahnya idup dy, GW YANG MULAI! itulah ... gw ga ngerti, tanggung jawab macem apa, balesan macem apa yang mesti gw tanggung. gw ga masalah misal mw nyiksa diri. tapi, ... nyiksa diri itu hal terbodoh yang bisa dilakukan manusia. what a stupid idea ...
tapi, tapi .... T.T
gw kangen ... idup gw.
abis ujian minggu ini. 4 hari ujian. combo!!! osce-iden-soca-kompre .... keep it save, baby!! haha
tapi, ... gw masih :
- kangen mamma. senyumnya, sekaliiiii aja .. makin hari, makin sedih gw tiap liat matanya. gw salah. iya gw salah. tapi, ... gw juga berusaha penuh tanggung jawab kok. jadi knapa? gw jadi anak kos c?
- belom siap. makanya, ... gw heran sendiri, ternyata emang boys-addict. gw mau, fokus. ternyata emang bahaya buat gw. sialan, gw parah n payah banget!
- kmaren gw denger dokter *** makin kurus. gimana ya kabar dy? gw masih ... n selalu ngrasa salah yang parah banget kalo tau dy idupnya jadi berantakan gara" gw. justru gw malah lebih seneng kalo dy idup seneng (yaiyala!!) dgn ngata"in gw, ngebenci gw, atau apa pun, gw ikhlas. asalkan jangan idup dirundung kesedihan gitu. soalnya, gw maknnya masi normal aja, mum sama dy rada susah makan ... jadi kurus. n gw juga ngejalani idup senormal mungkin! bukannya gw ga mw mikirin masa lalu. (of corz masi slalu kpikiran! dosa" gw, salah gw, keegoisan gw, semuanya. tiap gw sendirian, gw berfikir ttg itu) ... akhirnya gw sampe d taraf -> gw ga mw curhat lagi sama orang. nggak dulu. gw belom ngerasa berhak n pantes buat memulai masalah lagi.
emang iya dulu, temen" gw minta gw ga mikirin dr ***, karena kesusahan yang ada d dy toh juga salah dy juga. misal skarang dy ga ada temen, itu bukan salah gw. misal dy sedih terus SKARANG, itu juga bukan salah gw, tapi tentu aja gw ga bisa 100% ga mikirin dy. karena permulaan susahnya idup dy, GW YANG MULAI! itulah ... gw ga ngerti, tanggung jawab macem apa, balesan macem apa yang mesti gw tanggung. gw ga masalah misal mw nyiksa diri. tapi, ... nyiksa diri itu hal terbodoh yang bisa dilakukan manusia. what a stupid idea ...
tapi, tapi .... T.T
gw kangen ... idup gw.
abis ujian minggu ini. 4 hari ujian. combo!!! osce-iden-soca-kompre .... keep it save, baby!! haha
Wednesday, April 15, 2009
my b'day gift
haha .. tau yang seru?? ada yang seru!!
hadiah terbaik dari dr. Lieza!!!!!
Radit dikerjain!!!!!!! puas gw!!! puaaaaaaaaaaaas!!!! bgt.
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jadi, seperti biasa gw jadi notulen tiap PBL, ntah knapa jadi kbiasaan. cz ga kek blok" sebelumnya, blok neuro n spesific sense kali ni gw lebih ngerti aja. jadi gw ga kbratan jadi skretaris, nuliiiiiiiiis mulu d whiteboard. karna kali ini gw ngerti, jadi gw ga bengong aja. langsung ngerti apa yang mesti gw catet tiap ada pendapat dari anggota PBL
naaaaah ... tutor kali ini, ... dokter cantik, modis abis!!! -gw ga bisa brenti ngliatin rambut merahnya itu, paling beda dari smua dosen yang pernah gw liat- namanya dr. Lieza.
trus ...
Radit dateng. telat, seperti biasa. tapi gw tau kali ini ada yang beda. dr. Lieza dari pertama masuk ruang PBL dah jail aja. jadi pas radit masuk, langsung ditanyain srius"
"kenapa kamu telat?"
"saya dicari dr. Lan*** dok"
.... slanjutnya ... dr. Lieza kek yang marah gitu, trus ngledek dy, disuruh nyanyi lah, disuruh anri lah. wkwkwkwkwkwkwk!!!!!!!!! puas!!! blom pernah kek nya ada dosen yang terang"an ngledek dy gitu!
it was .. my best gift ... kikikik ... maaf ya diet ... kamu jadi korban.
hadiah terbaik dari dr. Lieza!!!!!
Radit dikerjain!!!!!!! puas gw!!! puaaaaaaaaaaaas!!!! bgt.
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jadi, seperti biasa gw jadi notulen tiap PBL, ntah knapa jadi kbiasaan. cz ga kek blok" sebelumnya, blok neuro n spesific sense kali ni gw lebih ngerti aja. jadi gw ga kbratan jadi skretaris, nuliiiiiiiiis mulu d whiteboard. karna kali ini gw ngerti, jadi gw ga bengong aja. langsung ngerti apa yang mesti gw catet tiap ada pendapat dari anggota PBL
naaaaah ... tutor kali ini, ... dokter cantik, modis abis!!! -gw ga bisa brenti ngliatin rambut merahnya itu, paling beda dari smua dosen yang pernah gw liat- namanya dr. Lieza.
trus ...
Radit dateng. telat, seperti biasa. tapi gw tau kali ini ada yang beda. dr. Lieza dari pertama masuk ruang PBL dah jail aja. jadi pas radit masuk, langsung ditanyain srius"
"kenapa kamu telat?"
"saya dicari dr. Lan*** dok"
.... slanjutnya ... dr. Lieza kek yang marah gitu, trus ngledek dy, disuruh nyanyi lah, disuruh anri lah. wkwkwkwkwkwkwk!!!!!!!!! puas!!! blom pernah kek nya ada dosen yang terang"an ngledek dy gitu!
it was .. my best gift ... kikikik ... maaf ya diet ... kamu jadi korban.
Saturday, April 11, 2009
happy 20
yeup ....
met ulang taun, nyet ....
telat. abis mw gimana?
ga bisa ol juga ...
*nggak skarang*
*ga siap crita skarang*
met ulang taun, nyet ....
telat. abis mw gimana?
ga bisa ol juga ...
*nggak skarang*
*ga siap crita skarang*
kiara, fact no 4
dia benci atau lebih tepatnya menghindari :
- stasiun
- nyium bunga melati
- februari 6, 7, 8
- solo
menghindari semua yang ngingetin dia ke ... 'u know what'
btw ... heppiiiii birthday, our love!!
keep shining!
- stasiun
- nyium bunga melati
- februari 6, 7, 8
- solo
menghindari semua yang ngingetin dia ke ... 'u know what'
btw ... heppiiiii birthday, our love!!
keep shining!
Thursday, April 09, 2009
Tomorrow s my birthday, mam ...
Yes. Tomorrow s my b'day. N I really miss you ma ... Want ur smile as ur gift for my 20's. Could u?
T.T
T.T
Tuesday, April 07, 2009
ntar ya ... 29 juni ...
@ : "...lagi nguatin hati."
r : "sini aku kuatin."
@ : "aku yang ga mau!"
r : "ya udah."
.......
r : "trust me."
@ : "let me try it bymyself first, if I fail, I'll cum to u"
r : "ok. I'll be waiting. Promise!"
.......
@ : "... tapi jangan buat aku down lagi."
r : "don't worry, ok?"
.......
@ : "don't b too nice, ren"
******
q : "aku mau nagih janji sama kamu."
@ : "apa? emang aku pernah janji apa?"
q : "kamu bilang 'iya ntar, kalo gw dah putus ma co gw' ..."
@ : ":)) wkwkwkwkwk gw tau knapa sampe bilang gitu! dulu, buat gw, putus sama dy kan ga mungkin, jadi kalo bisa ma lw juga lebih mustahil lagi!"
.......
q : "gw maunya sama lw"
******
b : "miss u sist ..."
":-*"
@ : "...."
******
s : "nyariin pas kamu d jkt kmaren, untung dah pulang."
@ : "makasih dah nyari."
******
a : "sini sama gw aja, ntar gw kasih kadal (bukan kura-kura)."
@ : "ogah! gw lindes juga dah thu!"
******
please ... stop it.
baru menyadari sesuatu ... ternyata ... waktu dulu ma dy, tanpa sadar dah tebar pesona kmana".
sial.
r : "sini aku kuatin."
@ : "aku yang ga mau!"
r : "ya udah."
.......
r : "trust me."
@ : "let me try it bymyself first, if I fail, I'll cum to u"
r : "ok. I'll be waiting. Promise!"
.......
@ : "... tapi jangan buat aku down lagi."
r : "don't worry, ok?"
.......
@ : "don't b too nice, ren"
******
q : "aku mau nagih janji sama kamu."
@ : "apa? emang aku pernah janji apa?"
q : "kamu bilang 'iya ntar, kalo gw dah putus ma co gw' ..."
@ : ":)) wkwkwkwkwk gw tau knapa sampe bilang gitu! dulu, buat gw, putus sama dy kan ga mungkin, jadi kalo bisa ma lw juga lebih mustahil lagi!"
.......
q : "gw maunya sama lw"
******
b : "miss u sist ..."
":-*"
@ : "...."
******
s : "nyariin pas kamu d jkt kmaren, untung dah pulang."
@ : "makasih dah nyari."
******
a : "sini sama gw aja, ntar gw kasih kadal (bukan kura-kura)."
@ : "ogah! gw lindes juga dah thu!"
******
please ... stop it.
baru menyadari sesuatu ... ternyata ... waktu dulu ma dy, tanpa sadar dah tebar pesona kmana".
sial.
Monday, April 06, 2009
Letter for my future hubby … (because u are so precious)
Hello, my hubby, my hunny, my boo …
I don’t who you are, where you are, n what exactly you’re doing right now. I just know that you’re waiting for me, aren’t you? ^^ (me too)
I’m sad that we haven’t met yet, but I want you to know that, now, I’m preparing myself to meet you, because I will be on your side for the rest of your life. Preparing to be like you, It’s because you’re too perfect, I have to make it worth for me to stand next to you. Of course I know you love me just the way I am, but … I just want to make it sure, that my baby’s daddy will get the best gift from God.
Hunny, I can cook. ^^ egg, noodle, rice, water, fried rice. Dat’s all. Yes I can’t cook as yummy as Sisca Soewitomo’s, or even like your mum does. But I will work hard in it, because I want you to stay all nite at home, eating d meal I cooked for you, because I love you, and want you to be home soon, reject ur friend’s invitation to eat outside, always be next to me, because u miss me. Doesn’t matter if you say honestly my cook is horrible. ^^
Baby I, we, will work hard to build our wonderful family with God will be above it. Raise our kids, make sure dat they grow close to Him. I promise, because God made us met, because of Him, always because of Him, n you love me, as well as I love you, because God. We’ll show it everyday to our beauty lil princess n handsome lil hero, our children, how big is our love for each other, for them, we love them, they will grow in blissfulness family.
Maboo, I’ll be there, waiting you in the living room, when you go home late. And walk over the door, tired, I’ll be there. I’ll calm you down. I’ll be there to cheer you up. Because you’re so precious to me, from the moment you take the promise in front of my dad, ask me as your wife, than from that moment on, I’ll give my devotion on you. To keep your weakness myself, to support everything you do, because u do it what Allah told you so.
I know, n I believe your promise to make me happy, here on earth, and for the Hereafter. I believe in you.
My boo, please wait for me. Thank you so much.
I love you … nyez
I don’t who you are, where you are, n what exactly you’re doing right now. I just know that you’re waiting for me, aren’t you? ^^ (me too)
I’m sad that we haven’t met yet, but I want you to know that, now, I’m preparing myself to meet you, because I will be on your side for the rest of your life. Preparing to be like you, It’s because you’re too perfect, I have to make it worth for me to stand next to you. Of course I know you love me just the way I am, but … I just want to make it sure, that my baby’s daddy will get the best gift from God.
Hunny, I can cook. ^^ egg, noodle, rice, water, fried rice. Dat’s all. Yes I can’t cook as yummy as Sisca Soewitomo’s, or even like your mum does. But I will work hard in it, because I want you to stay all nite at home, eating d meal I cooked for you, because I love you, and want you to be home soon, reject ur friend’s invitation to eat outside, always be next to me, because u miss me. Doesn’t matter if you say honestly my cook is horrible. ^^
Baby I, we, will work hard to build our wonderful family with God will be above it. Raise our kids, make sure dat they grow close to Him. I promise, because God made us met, because of Him, always because of Him, n you love me, as well as I love you, because God. We’ll show it everyday to our beauty lil princess n handsome lil hero, our children, how big is our love for each other, for them, we love them, they will grow in blissfulness family.
Maboo, I’ll be there, waiting you in the living room, when you go home late. And walk over the door, tired, I’ll be there. I’ll calm you down. I’ll be there to cheer you up. Because you’re so precious to me, from the moment you take the promise in front of my dad, ask me as your wife, than from that moment on, I’ll give my devotion on you. To keep your weakness myself, to support everything you do, because u do it what Allah told you so.
I know, n I believe your promise to make me happy, here on earth, and for the Hereafter. I believe in you.
My boo, please wait for me. Thank you so much.
I love you … nyez
Sunday, April 05, 2009
Mam ...
R those much we hurt u, ma?
ma, i love u, ...
Ma, i miss u, ...
Ma, please smile for me, ...
Ma, im sorry 4 treating u like dis
u should enjoy ur old days, not like dis,
congmal ceosong hamnida,
what i do, what to do ...
ma, i love u really, ...
My eyes c, my ears hear, my heart feel, but my mouth wont speak!
What to do, what to do,
im really sorry, for my behave which cause u in pain.
ma, mianeyo ...
Ma, ... Ur face when u r sleeping, not as peace as ur face i used to c
where s those happiness? Where s those proudness? Where s that bright hope?
ma, im sorry i lost it all ... Ma im sorry ... Really sorry ...
my every step, my every move, my every dream, there s u in it .n daddy also.
Ma, i pray for u evrynite, evryday.
Ma, i dont hate u, .. I really love u, but i dont noe what to do ... Cz i've hurt u dat much
what to do, what to do ...
ma, ... I love u ma ...
ma, i love u, ...
Ma, i miss u, ...
Ma, please smile for me, ...
Ma, im sorry 4 treating u like dis
u should enjoy ur old days, not like dis,
congmal ceosong hamnida,
what i do, what to do ...
ma, i love u really, ...
My eyes c, my ears hear, my heart feel, but my mouth wont speak!
What to do, what to do,
im really sorry, for my behave which cause u in pain.
ma, mianeyo ...
Ma, ... Ur face when u r sleeping, not as peace as ur face i used to c
where s those happiness? Where s those proudness? Where s that bright hope?
ma, im sorry i lost it all ... Ma im sorry ... Really sorry ...
my every step, my every move, my every dream, there s u in it .n daddy also.
Ma, i pray for u evrynite, evryday.
Ma, i dont hate u, .. I really love u, but i dont noe what to do ... Cz i've hurt u dat much
what to do, what to do ...
ma, ... I love u ma ...
Saturday, April 04, 2009
BAMBOO!! as strong as bamboo
Bend, but dont break
One of my fondest memories as a child is going by the river and sitting idly on the bank. There I would enjoy the peace and quiet, watch the water rush downstream, and listen to the chirps of birds and the rustling of leaves in the trees. I would also watch the bamboo trees bend under pressure from the wind and watch them return gracefully to their upright or original position after the wind had died down.
When I think about the bamboo tree's ability to bounce back or return to it's original position, the word resilience comes to mind. When used in reference to a person this word means the ability to readily recover from shock, depression or any other situation that stretches the limits of a person's emotions.
Have you ever felt like you are about to snap? Have you ever felt like you are at your breaking point? Thankfully, you have survived the experience to live to talk about it.
During the experience you probably felt a mix of emotions that threatened your health. You felt emotionally drained, mentally exhausted and you most likely endured unpleasant physical symptoms.
Life is a mixture of good times and bad times, happy moments and unhappy moments. The next time you are experiencing one of those bad times or unhappy moments that take you close to your breaking point, bend but don't break. Try your best not to let the situation get the best of you.
A measure of hope will take you through the unpleasant ordeal. With hope for a better tomorrow or a better situation, things may not be as bad as they seem to be. The unpleasant ordeal may be easier to deal with if the end result is worth having.
If the going gets tough and you are at your breaking point, show resilience. Like the bamboo tree, bend, but don't break!
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bend, but dont break. bisakah gw? sakit, jatuh, n bangkit lagi?? bisalah nyeeeeet!!! expert kan lw? masa cuma bisa nyakitin orang aja c? disakitin ga mao. egoisnyaaaaah!!!
ayolah nyet, jatuh, sakit bentar, ... kan lw punya Allah, punya temen" ... ya kan???
lw bisa nyet!!!
bisa banget!!!! lw punya mimpi, lw punya keinginan n cita" mulia, masa cuma gara" hal sepele yang lw dah biasa kasih nasehat ke orang ttg itu, lw ngadepin sendiri aja ga bisa. jangan cemen deh!
jangan ngrasa kuat sendiri!!!
bangkit!!! yuuuuuuk!!! temen" lw dimana"!!! mereka semua bakal support lw ~~~ ^^V
One of my fondest memories as a child is going by the river and sitting idly on the bank. There I would enjoy the peace and quiet, watch the water rush downstream, and listen to the chirps of birds and the rustling of leaves in the trees. I would also watch the bamboo trees bend under pressure from the wind and watch them return gracefully to their upright or original position after the wind had died down.
When I think about the bamboo tree's ability to bounce back or return to it's original position, the word resilience comes to mind. When used in reference to a person this word means the ability to readily recover from shock, depression or any other situation that stretches the limits of a person's emotions.
Have you ever felt like you are about to snap? Have you ever felt like you are at your breaking point? Thankfully, you have survived the experience to live to talk about it.
During the experience you probably felt a mix of emotions that threatened your health. You felt emotionally drained, mentally exhausted and you most likely endured unpleasant physical symptoms.
Life is a mixture of good times and bad times, happy moments and unhappy moments. The next time you are experiencing one of those bad times or unhappy moments that take you close to your breaking point, bend but don't break. Try your best not to let the situation get the best of you.
A measure of hope will take you through the unpleasant ordeal. With hope for a better tomorrow or a better situation, things may not be as bad as they seem to be. The unpleasant ordeal may be easier to deal with if the end result is worth having.
If the going gets tough and you are at your breaking point, show resilience. Like the bamboo tree, bend, but don't break!
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bend, but dont break. bisakah gw? sakit, jatuh, n bangkit lagi?? bisalah nyeeeeet!!! expert kan lw? masa cuma bisa nyakitin orang aja c? disakitin ga mao. egoisnyaaaaah!!!
ayolah nyet, jatuh, sakit bentar, ... kan lw punya Allah, punya temen" ... ya kan???
lw bisa nyet!!!
bisa banget!!!! lw punya mimpi, lw punya keinginan n cita" mulia, masa cuma gara" hal sepele yang lw dah biasa kasih nasehat ke orang ttg itu, lw ngadepin sendiri aja ga bisa. jangan cemen deh!
jangan ngrasa kuat sendiri!!!
bangkit!!! yuuuuuuk!!! temen" lw dimana"!!! mereka semua bakal support lw ~~~ ^^V
,skarang. 040409
aku ga akan ngelarang ketika seseorang datang, merubah aku. asal itu ke arah yang baik
masalahnya adalah ... ketika orang itu datang, tapi ... aku ga ngarep.
****
sebel.
gini jadinya?
shame on u, nyet!!!
****
oia, dulu waktu SMA aku ma yuli pernah ngledekin vika, ... pake pantun.
"cikini gondangdia
aku begini karena dia
cikini kalibata
aku begini karena cinta"
wehe ... sumpe, ga penting bgt kan?
i mean, ga penting puisinya, juga 'dia' n 'cinta' ... membuat kita jadi 'begini' ...
****
aku pernah juga dengerin golden show, ... eh salah! golden ways! heehee ...
intinya, kalo ada orang curhat sama kita, trus kita kan sok yang nasehatin tuh, bisa bahaya kalo nasehat yang kita kasih itu, blom pernah kita alami. karena cepat atw lambat, Tuhan pasti kasih ujian ttg nasehat kita itu.
sombongnya dirikuuuuu!!! uuukh!!!
****
sebbel.
ngenes.
****
aku ga mw jadi kek dulu lagi.
mengenaskan!!!
brubah nyet!! berubaaaaaaaah!!!!
****
buat apa c kalo gitu hibernation ini??
what i should do? i should d best thing, for d best of me. me, for others ...
****
jijik sama diri sendiri.
ga berguna.
****
who's nimary?? T.T
sebbeeeeel!!!!
masalahnya adalah ... ketika orang itu datang, tapi ... aku ga ngarep.
****
sebel.
gini jadinya?
shame on u, nyet!!!
****
oia, dulu waktu SMA aku ma yuli pernah ngledekin vika, ... pake pantun.
"cikini gondangdia
aku begini karena dia
cikini kalibata
aku begini karena cinta"
wehe ... sumpe, ga penting bgt kan?
i mean, ga penting puisinya, juga 'dia' n 'cinta' ... membuat kita jadi 'begini' ...
****
aku pernah juga dengerin golden show, ... eh salah! golden ways! heehee ...
intinya, kalo ada orang curhat sama kita, trus kita kan sok yang nasehatin tuh, bisa bahaya kalo nasehat yang kita kasih itu, blom pernah kita alami. karena cepat atw lambat, Tuhan pasti kasih ujian ttg nasehat kita itu.
sombongnya dirikuuuuu!!! uuukh!!!
****
sebbel.
ngenes.
****
aku ga mw jadi kek dulu lagi.
mengenaskan!!!
brubah nyet!! berubaaaaaaaah!!!!
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buat apa c kalo gitu hibernation ini??
what i should do? i should d best thing, for d best of me. me, for others ...
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jijik sama diri sendiri.
ga berguna.
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who's nimary?? T.T
sebbeeeeel!!!!
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