pengen triak!

hari ini kok .... capek skali.

mulai dari brita bikin sesek napas tentang sahabat ku tersayang, ... hamil ... lagi.

bodoh!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

udah aku bilangin ati"!

bodooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooh!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

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trus mesti jaga ga pake duduk dari jam 6 sore mpe jam tngah 10. capeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

tapi seru si. dapet banyak pengalaman!

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ini nih ... yang paling bikin capek.

baca blog nya si koleris-melankolis. tau ga? komen aku ... lama" muak juga sama kepribadian dasar ini!!!!!!!!!!! disebut" mulu ....

i dunno.

hurt? pastinya ....

tapi satu juga yang aku ngerti.

yea, we cannot be together.

karena pikiran kita emang ga nyambung.

sekalipun aku mw terus curhat ke dy
sekalipun dy sayang bgt / care bgt ...
sekalipun apa pun deh ... smua yang tentang dia untuk aku

tapi dia, aku baru sadar, menilai aku, ... ga nyambung.

kita ga pernah di gelombang yang sama. istilahnya dia FM, aku AM

trus diubah lagi ke jalur GSM, aku CDMA

ga pernah ketemu

ini tentang aku yang begitu parahnya emang.
tentang aku yang salah banget. fatal. nyakitin dia terus.

dia pikir aku ga peduli toh? sama aja kek mamma

dia pikir aku terus begini karena butuh perhatian dari co? ...

please ... ga nyambung.












yosefin yosefin .... u're d most unique person i ever met.
and u must be 1 of them, people i hurt d most.
u must be really disappointed. exhausted.

u're right. just be friend, dont be too close -cz u might be hurt- but dont stay away -cz we ever be that close, breaking dat cant-be-together-sanguin-vs-coleric-theory-

yosefin is on the top ten precious people in my life, teach me a lot of things. but she's the only people who teach me in a really strick!-way ... help me a lot ... thx.
she's a great ppl. wonderwoman, and always be. im not deserve to have a friend like her. she's too gud for me.thx a lot yosefin

i hate it so much it makes me sick. i dont like to hurt anyone anymore. u may say im a big mouth or some other bad things. but then again, ... im sorry ... -whatsoever, i know this word makes u vomit, cz it's too often for ur ear to hear this 'sorry' come out from my mouth-

in our case, the more 'sorry', the more tears???? that's why ... i wish the word 'sorry' never exist.