Bad mood ... that's why I could write ...

perut aku sakiiiit ...

and my mood just DOWN already!!

gimana si? gw marah? nggak. kesel?? nggak. bete?? banget. malu?? iya mungkin. undescribable ...

"ga usah pake cium tangan ... ga ada dasarnya"
"ngapain pijet"?"
"yang normal aja lah ,,,"
"kenapa skarang berkurang sholat malam kamu? jarang ngaji? puasa? ... ngelakuin itu cuma pas lagi butuh Allah aja??"
"gimana KTI kamu? apa brenti gara" pacaran?"
"mana obsesi kamu buat ke luar negri dulu itu? skarang dah ilang po? kenapa?"

I said .. "kenapa ga sekalian dilarang pacaran aja si mam?"

ternyata masi kurang itu, ayah jadi sinis gitu ... ada lagi kah? ada kan?!

oh ya .. pasti ada lagi. she must be really happy reading this. must be very satidfied. ya kan? I dont even need your comment, but why do you always push me that way? dont you know that EVEN your single words always bring me down? huh? I'm not the only one to blame ...

aku bersalah, ok? tapi jangan menekan aku kek gitu caranya.

so? what's my problem now?