for you, yeah ... :throw up:

this s for u, and will always be for u. I dont want u to know, but I wont keep this burried in my heart. Even I dont want to think or feel it, but everytime I see/feel ur existence, I cant calm these feeling down. You're the only one to blame, thought there is another one, but this is for you!

I HATE YOU SO MUCH!!!!!

Even I cant, even I only keep this smile in front of you, even I always blame myself, but it's you!
KAMU tau nggak!!!!

when somebody hurt you, you only have 2 choice to do, forgive him/her ... or revenge!
but you??? what a hypocrite!! said u forgave me but always reminds me how bad I am. act like I'm the only one to blame, and that I hurt you so much, and u act like u're the most innocent people in the world!!

please, there s no perfect human in this world, so please ... if you still hate me, if it is still difficult to forgive me, if you dont even want to try to forget what ve happened in the past, please dont care anymore about me! dont! please, ... stay away from my life ... as far as you can.

cause everything you do, I know, you still want to show me how disgusting I am. as if I have to kneel down and beg, ... "please forgive me ..."

no, I wont beg you anymore.

I hate you so much.

really hate you.

so sick about you.

seeing you blame myself direct indirectly makes me want to vomit.

....


go. away.

dont be the one who ruin my life now. dont ruin my happiness. my tears isnt worth for you.

just. go.